December 2009
paige is over.
we got drunk tonight. i mean, she got drunk. and lost her keys.. get off the phone podge…. NOW
me and alex are so fucked up we’re desperate….
hash brownies.
my feelings are fucked up. or, im just fucked up. but. i miss my grade.. and kayla, and mariko, shelby and ming. can we please all hang out? sohpynight…lets alll get fucked up hos
i dont understand why the fuck all of this pointless drama that has nothing to do with me is surrounding me?
whats this feeling?
i wish i knew.. im happy, so happy. then.. im sad. omg i need to find out.
i'm getting kinzay price stoned
i'm your worst dream, and your best fantasy.
i hate when youre stoned and bored, so you eat.
i just ate 6 chocolates.. uugghh
i just smoked a bowl, with myself.. and now, im going to watch an episode of house with myself.
i hate holidays...
i wish i was with my family.. why do i have to live so far away? really?
I do my thing, and you do your thing.
I am not in this world to live up to your...
– Frederick E. Perl
(via quote-book)
people who used to always be on my mind.. now, never cross it.
i have no heart, im pathetic.
feelings are weaknesses.
i honestly believe that.. i started thinking about it today. i dont think you necessarily have to have feelings for anyone, no matter who they are. because, i dont. its just a weakness. i dont think about anyone really. just myself. which is so self concieted, but i think i deserve it. ill be fine.. once i get it.. dreaming and wishing is stupid too.. its all a fantasized way of believing that...
6104. I wish I never met you.
(via everythingiwishfor)
..in the room, in the room.... in the room
i feel so smart right now.
genius material.
"i'll be fine...once i get it."
clayton:
YOURE KILLING ME.
i feel so caught up in the bud